1. |
Freaking Out
03:50
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Freaking Out
Some say I'm cold on the outside
And it burns so bright, like a badge and I wear it
With pride on the inside
And I canāt escape, got me feeling myself forever and a day
Some say I'm freaking
Some say I'm freaking out
Some say I'm freaking
Some say I'm freaking out
And now youāre setting the tone
Iām feeling something stay
Like Iām wide awake
Couldnāt keep away
Couldnāt keep away
You suffocate me into safety, I donāt hesitate
I fall asleep, itās like you lull me into a state of mind
And if I died Iād resurrect and crawl into your bed
And if smile do it again, the cycle never ends
And now youāre setting the tone
Iām feeling something stay
Like Iām wide awake
Couldnāt keep away
Couldnāt keep away
And every time you go
I feel like I decay
Into yesterday
Couldnāt keep away
Couldnāt keep away
Some say I'm freaking
Some say I'm freaking out
Some say I'm freaking
Some say I'm freaking out
Some say I'm cold on the outside
And it burns so bright, like a badge and I wear it
With pride on the inside
And I canāt escape, got me feeling myself forever and a day
And now youāre setting the tone
Iām feeling something stay
Like Iām wide awake
Couldnāt keep away
Couldnāt keep away
And every time you go
I feel like I decay
Into yesterday
Couldnāt keep away
Couldnāt keep away
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2. |
Hindsight
03:39
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Hide away from the cold
Wear me out but call me home
Pulling me through the cracks
My head in your hands
I will follow you
I was just stuck under your thumb
Chorus
And in the clarity it stings a lot like hindsight
Play it all in vain and wonder
How did we slowly descend
You got into my head
I thought that Iād know better
Some may say it is the tide mind
Pulling in what pushes back, defined
Am I awake or am I asleep
Am I awake or am I asleep, or am I
Am I awake or am I asleep, or am I
Chorus
And in the clarity it stings a lot like hindsight
Play it all in vain and wonder
How did we slowly descend
You got into my head
I thought that Iād know better
Stings a lot like hindsight
Play it all in vain and so that
I would be taking the blame
You put me in my place
I thought that Iād know better
I thought that Iād know better
And if you think I should smile
Well thereās a change of pace
I only wear a mask
When Iām off my face
Come and face me
Fuck your reality
Come and face me
Fuck your mortality
Now that I know better (better)
Chorus
And in the clarity it
Stings a lot like hindsight
Play it all in vain and wonder
How did we slowly descend
You got into my head
I thought that Iād know better
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3. |
Out Of Time
03:31
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\Donāt wake me when it's over
My eyes are tired, only I can tell
That the days are getting shorter
Thereās no time to believe in myself
Feels like I left a piece
Of me in my dreams
A life I never lived, is it too late for me?
A life I never lived, is it too late for me?
Chorus
Cause Iām holding the ocean
While walking the sea bed
Iām cold, I fold
Under the weight of the water, yeah
I am sinking so swiftly
My head is a weapon
Love to turn the barrel on me
Or when it gets old I turn on everyone I can see
Questioning all that I am and all Iāll never be
All I hear are echoes of a fucking memory
Of a time where I could create anything
Hallucinate anything
Was looking forward to everything
Now itās taking me to a place
Where Iām saving face
I feel Iām losing faith
And youāre telling me that itās over
Iām not ready to go there
So take me back in time
To a life that I never lived, is it too late for me?
Chorus
Cause Iām holding the ocean
While walking the sea bed
Iām cold, I fold
Under the weight of the water, yeah
I am sinking so swiftly
Are we out of time?
Are we out of time?
Chorus
Cause Iām holding the ocean
While walking the sea bed
Iām cold, I fold
Under the weight of the water, yeah
I am sinking so swiftly
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4. |
Like A Ghost
03:50
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When I had intention not to be
Clinically numb, diseased
Or frozen whilst pretending just to be
Can I shake you from the comfort that you need?
Defined, like we live just to die
Show what youāre made of
The apple of your eye
A thought you canāt deny
How blind a crater
Is left to pacify
Your mind is taking over
Chorus
All you said to me and honestly
My own eyes look to deny
The fall that I fear most of all
Burning bridges in your own mind
Whatās left behind when the silence takes it all?
I wanna float like a ghost with a human touch
So climb, just climb
So catch yourself and brace for impact
So climb, so climb, so climb, brace for the impact
Chorus
All you said to me and honestly
My own eyes look to deny
The fall that I fear most of all
Burning bridges in your own mind
Whatās left behind when the silence takes it all?
I'd say I've seen it all too much
Mountains got you feeling down
I'd say stir it like a storm
How you fail is how you rise after all
Chorus
All you said to me and honestly
My own eyes look to deny
The fall that I fear most of all
Burning bridges in your own mind
Whatās left behind when the silence takes it all?
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5. |
Afterglow
03:24
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Afterglow
If I fell into the afterglow
Youād never see me
The way I was before
In a vacant, a vacant, a vacancy
It would give me some peace of mind
To know that you are happy now
So young, elicit with that spark in our eyes
I bet we put on quite the show
Dank cult on a highway served up
Hotel with the stylin' blown up
Falling asleep to the sun on the edge of a knife, did you know I'm the one?
Made it down to purgatory
In the end it's everything you are
Chorus
If I fell into the afterglow
Youād never see me
The way I was before
In a vacant, a vacant, a vacancy
Have you met my friend, she's an icon
I see your friend he's an ex-con
We break it down with the big guns
And youāre no rockstar but you're sure acting like one
So hot it's paralysing
And you like when I get that fight inside me
You know that I started a lie
We couldnāt end cos itās keeping me high
Poppinā the Mādid you know itās a ride?
Keeping my cool ācause Iām dignified
Lights out and retrace the steps that keep us sane
Writing my name on the wall in the night
Carving my name in your back and itās fine
Chorus
If I fell into the afterglow
Youād never see me
The way I was before
In a vacant, a vacant, a vacancy
And if we didnāt love the gasoline
Then the fact Iām selfish
Wouldnāt be the thing that burdens, that burdens, that burdens, that burdens me
Have you met my friend, she's an icon
I see your friend he's an ex-con
Dank cult on a highway served up
Hotel with the stylin' blown up
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āDoused in ā90s nu-metal nostalgia with touches of electronic, trap and emo influences, this [EP] is filled with gut-punch riffs, powerful vocals and propulsive blast beats.,ā - NME. The Last Martyr are about to embark on a headline east-coast tour in celebration of their new single, āSugar.ā ... more
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